As Long as the Llama Flies Over the Sun Then All Will Not Be Sacrificed

I was googling myself the other day, and I saw this, I had almost forgot about it. 
I'm in college now. Its not as hard as everyone says it is.  No one is as mature as everyone says they are either.
There are a lot of people who you wonder how they even got here.
They have 6th grade reading levels and try to use big words.
They always end up sounding like idiots.

I went rock climbing on saturday. 
I almost died.
It was exciting.
:)

It seems like its been a long time. It has. I haven't posted since April... *scrolls lists of messages* doesn't look like anyone missed me. I suspected as much. My sister is graduating on saturday, and the closer summer comes the more I come to face the fact that my last year is coming, and I'm so disorganized that I probably will have to apply for mid-year enrollment in a university. i'm taking calc ( again ) at the community college this fall. When you take the Calc class in high school they don't tell you that it might as well be completely useless because 1: it only counts as half the year in college so you STILL have to take it again. 2: The Universities that you want to go to don't even accept AP tests. Go Figure. Its okay though, its not like calculus isn't a breeze. It really is, people just exagerate about how hard it is. Well it is hard in one perspective, hard to stay awake in. I've stopped playing The Sims Online so much, partly because the owner of the property I was on changed our category to money( which i despise ) and i don't have to be there all the time because we're not competing with the other skill houses anymore. I don't really see any reson to play it anymore. I got DSl last Saturday, maybe that has something t odo with it. I downloaded Limewire as well and have started watching 3 new animes, Azumanga Daioh, Bleach, and Fruits Basket, they are all pretty good. I have also began playing harvest moon (for PS2 ) again. I'm about half way finished with seeing all of the endings.

Thats about all i've done since the last post, yes I am that boring. Robbies boyfriend is moving out over here, and the closer the due date for him to arrive draws neigh the further away from Robbie I feel. He won't even answer my calls anymore even though he claims that he misses me. I feel myself becoming closer to Tiffany, I value her opinion and company, for once, and am happy I have her as a friend.

My senior year will undoubtably be a lonely year for me, because all my friends at school are graduating this friday. My math teacher is back so i gotta go.
probably not going to post any time soon, but we will see.

Blah.... School sucks
I don't really feel like posting anything but theres nothing better to do.... Mario asked me if I wanted to go to prom with him but I was like I'm broke ;_; lol..... Yeah I'm saving for a PSP o.0 only still only $250 to go... hahahahahah! Anyways, yeah... I'm just gonna go now.

Geez I'm bored, and I never update my god damn live journal... in case you're wondering I'm at school again, and for once I actually did my homework. Yeah it was just a stupid portfolio for JROTC. Theres like nothing in it because I never do anything. I accidently put myself on the honor roll for 6 semesters but yeah it was actually only 5... heheheh Yeah People are watching me type now hehehhe.... Whatever, I don't care... not like theres anything peopel don't know about me. Theres so many stupid people at school... whilke I was t camp this girl only brought thongs and she was on her period and she brought the thick period pads and I was like wth... first of all why did you bring thongs to camp second of all why wouldn't you bring tampons instead of fucking huge period pads. Speaking of period pads, once I asked for a period pad at school and they gave me this retarded ass tampon... lol .... yeah.... I'm really bored, as you cal tell... Today is Bill's birthday! Happy Birthday Bill! Yay lol.... Yeah... Yeah... Yeah.....

Yesterday I actually practiced my bass for the first time in like 2 years lmao... I'm still no good at it... go figure. If only I had played the cello instead of the clarinet for all those years. Or if I had just got a damn guitar... I can't read bass clef.

Well anyways I'm gonna go.
Much Lovens
~Teri

Blargh.... So yeah, back at school and the week is going by quicker than I thought it would.... only 12 class periods left. Yes I am at school again, just updating in the restaurant heheheheheh ..... Yesterday was Cals b-day! Yay! I left him a stupid message that I'm sure he'lll yell at me for later... he'll be like " YOU'RE WASTING MY MINUTES!" and I'll be like..... get some other phone plan. I think that I'm slowly learning spanish from this website..... I was thinking... maybe I should find a way to make money... lmao....

All the senoirs in my Calc class keep talking about what colleges they got accepted to. This stupid girl behind me, Susana, applied to Yale, and she didn't even take the SATs... obviously she's not getting in. I think everyone is stupid lol....

I'm kinda depressed right now cuz I said something stupid to my friend, and no he doesn't want to talk to me =/ ..... I don't think that I'll spend so much time online now.

I have to turn in my permission slip for camp today... I still haven't finished filling it out, I hope Sergeant can help me without yelling at me -_-'.

Well I'm going to go sit by my sister until the bell rings now, since the stupid school blocked orisinal.

Much Lovens
~Teri

Yesterday was the Battalion inspection for JROTC... I was SO nervous I was like jumping at every little thing, I even studdered saying "Good Morning Sergeant." It didn't help that I also got picked to answer the question after the uniform inspection. ^^;;; I was so nervous I couldn't explain ANYTHING lol..... So yeah ^^;;; Anyways, I think I'm starting to develop sidewalk rage. The way my sister walks to school is genuinely starting to piss me off lol..... I'm like "turn shit face" to myself of course lmao....

Bah Humbug, whhy is this page always in spanish when I go to update on the school comp?

Today is Nhu b-day! :D
Tomorrow is Cals B-day :o
Saturday is Tiffany's b-day!
So many b-day just this week!
I am told that it is also good friday on ... who could've guessed .... friday!

Anyways TAlk to ya later
For real this time:
Much Lovens
~Teri

Blah, I'm at school. Nick is talking about some stupid accident, Jesus is looking for a sidekick 2 or an MP3 player and I'm like get the mp3 player because T Mobiles phone plan SUCKS!!!! Anyways yeah I'm typing unusually slow today... sllloooowwww.... My sister listens to her music so loud that when she's on the couch andI'm in the bathroom with the door closed I can hear it.... I'm going to laugh when she goes deaf.

Yep... this morning I was like... yep don't want to wake up, and now I'm up ... yep OI'm up and I'm going to school.... wooo English. Yeah..... Boring.... Yep.... I only have $27 left of that $100 and I have to save it until like ... the last week of march lol.... Yeah good thing that Cahsee is next week all those stupid sophmores have to take a test hehehe poor lowerclassmen. I get to come to school at 10:15 :D :D :D :D

Blah........

Gonna go now.

Much Lovens,
~Teri

... o.0 the schools computer is in spanish today... weird... good thing I know this site so well that I don't even have to have it in english to use it. Yesterday I got $100 from my mom... after school I think that I'm going to go buy The sims 2 university. I think I'll start playing in Pleasentville again, this viper canyon thing just isn't working. Anyways, nothing really has been going on in my life. Bill stopped acting weird, he was acting all weird on me cuz his sim was getting married in TSO or something and yeah.... so he was being all weird and stuffs. I might meet Cal over spring break! Yay soemone from TSO that Io'll actually get to see in real life, sounds amazing. If we do meet we're going to see The Ring 2 ^_^ . Robbies boyfriend Randy is also comign over spring break, so yeah I'll try to meet him sometime he's here if he's not on the tour thing the whole time.

The most embrassing thing happened to me on tuesday! I walked into the boys bathroom >.

Yep that pretty much sums up my whole weekend.So yes, the miltary ball was this weekend... I spent freaking $300 on all the stuff.... and I didn't even get promoted. Blah, on top of that Nick wouldn't dance with me. I tried to get him to dance... a lot... but he only danced with me 3 times.... He was all stiff and wouldn't even get close to me... hehehe so yeah, the best part was cake and punch and I bet I could've bought that with a lot less than freakin' $300! Well whatever, whats done is done. On sunday I hung out with Robbie and Tiffany, that was fun, I wish I had slept over at Tiffany's house, because on monday... Aiya..... Well anyways when I was hanging out with Robbie and Tiffany we talked, and went to very expensive crepes. Blah, then I played video games with Tiffany ^_^ yay! :)) We were going to watch Saw, but then I was being stupid and actually wanted to hang out with MArio and Nick.

Anyways, Monday.... Aiya.
Mario tried to kiss me.... groos -_- never going ot happen, I'm freaked out now... going to avo id him at all cost during lunch.

At school again, so I gotta go.

Mcuh Lovens
~Teri

WEll I'm at school again ^^;;;

I got my dress for the miltary ball last night, its purple... my boobs keep popping out of it so I'll have to get one of those tap on bra things lol... I showed it to CAl last night and he like left really fast after that so I guess he must've seen my boob or soemthing ^^;;;; ... I also got shoes, they're purple and yeah I can't really describe how they look, I got earings, a necklace, and a pursue. On saturday I'm going to get my hair and make up done at 3:30 so yeah, I'm scared that I'll get a fat zit on my bakc or soemthing. That would really suck considering what my dress looks like.

Hmmm.... Well yeah I got my report card today:

English: C ... Still never turning in my homework, and its still making my english teacher sick that I have such a low grade when I'm so "smart"

JROTC: B .... wth? You don't have to do anything in that class, how did I get a B?

US History: A I must've got an A from getting an A on the final, because all this quart he has been talling me that I'm getting a B

French: A .... she just gives us an A regardless of how well we're doing in the class

Calculus: Super A! Buh-Damn ^_^

Chemistry: A ... yay! Gottta love Chemistry, I'm slacking off like hell now....

HA! My sister can't remember any of her ex-boyfriends!

Anyways I'm gonna go... maybe I'll actually post at home :O! Parish the thought.
Much Lovens,
*hugs*
~teri

Blah, Yep I haven't been doing anything interesting lately.... The miltary ball is on Saturday and I STILL don't have my dress yet.... Well yeah, mom is procrastinating about getting the DSL, and I'm like GOD DAMN YOU MOM!..... Hehehehe Well yeah, So..... blah. I'm at school again, why do I only update while I'm at school now? o.0 Oh yes, I am massaging the keyboard... oh yeha.... So hmmmm...... So yeah, report cards are going home soon ^^;;; I hope I have good grade, or my mom will kill me -_- .... So.... yeah, remind me to update when I get home!
Much Lovens
~Teri

WEll yeah, I'm at school again. I never find time to post at home, even though I have lots of time to do it at home... I guess I just like looking t the LJ site on this nice flat panel monitor at school. That oor I just like the fact that a bunch of teachers can read my journal as I type it... Maybe I just want to so off my mad typing skill... oh yeah....

Yeah... Not much to say... I wanna do a post at home on what a friend told me yesterday.... makes you really lol... well it makes your heart heavy... lol.... bbl
Much Lovens
~Teri

Yo! Yeah... I dunno, I've just been having those moments where I'm like yeah, I should post but I'm not gonna.... Yeah I've just been talking to Cal a lot lately and the more I talk to him the more I think that hmmm.... he's weird lol. Yah, I'm getting tired of Nick, always the same things over and over again. He's annoying, and boring. Makes me wish I hadn't invited him to come to the miltary ball with me. ... Whats it going to be like there? I bet he'll screw everything up, and I'll be so embrassed... I dunno why, but I've been feeling a bit superficial or whatever... .getting a little to involved in personal appearnaces... not my own though.... Blah.... I dunno... I'm at school right now.... just kinda.... you know sitting.... Jesus is watching some random ass thing.... and theres a weird announcement going on.... Btw on Monday the Govenator game to my school. Blah.... I signed up for the SAT.... yeah.... bored...
Much Lovens
~Teri

What do you do if you're the love of someones life.... but you don't love them? What if you're so passionately in love with someone... but you know it'll never work out? Who do you go with? Do your force yourself to love someone or do you keep hope that you will be with the one you love?
I don't know
Much Lovens
~Teri

Hey guys, I'm in Calc class.... Just decided I would update a bit after I went on hotmath... hehehe.. i've been pretty okay, just so you know. Yeah, not going to france but my french techer wants me to go to this Washington DC thing... I don't really want to do it and she's all like you're passing up a great oppurtunity and i'm like yeah a great oppurtunity to snipe Bush. Blah whatever.... I' moved into Taras house on TSO... I kinda like it but then again I kinda don't because I don't have the freedom to build whatever I want whenever I want to. So yeah that kinda sucks, but its nice living with friends again. Well yeah I gotta get going.... so yeah
*hugs*
Much Lovens
~Teri

Hey its the 16th... I'm tired!
I'll update tomorrow...
probably not....
I wanted to update yesterday but the site was down.... figures.
I'm going movie hopping tomorrow... I wanna see White noise but my sister doesn't... sucks.... I'm gonna find a way to see it with or without her :P...

Yep, just sitting here, tweezing my leg hairs..... yep... sit sit

Chili Dog.....

Much Lovens
~Teri

PS : I have hot Pockets! Shhh don't tell Megan! ^_^

Update:

I almost got caught cutting w00t the rush of my life lol.... not that I've never cut before ... its just I've never even got close to being caught.... I should cut more often.

France Update:
Fuck France, I don't want to be in some fucking tour group!

Life Update:
I still don't have one but if you have one for sale please tell me.

TIRED!

Much Lovens,
~Teri

Yesterday was a good day. It was a day that I wanted to post because of how good it was but I was actually too busy talking to friends online... and they were talking back :O .... doesn't happen often. Well lemme go over what I did yesterday for those of you who were there.... well that would be all of you wouldn't it?

English:
English is kinda of a blur, I think my brain was half asleep. We were doing the transcendentalism packet, yeah.... boringness.... Its funny because no one really talks in that class.... the only people that really participate are me, Nhu and this girl across the room. I hope I get a better grade in that class, I need to start turning in my homework. The more and more I read this transcendentalist stuff the more I wanna go to Ralph Waldo Emersons grave and kick him. He can't write an essay! Blah. So yeah that was English

JROTC:
So yeah I'd changed into my P.E. Stuff and everything in the morning and we didn't even do PT.... blah I could've been wearing... other clothes lol..... WEll they were pretty warm, but thats beside the point! Anyways I finished up my first aid packets, in the like first 5 minutes of class. I started drawing this asian girl but I didn't like her.... so I started drawing one of my randomface sketches on the back of her.So yeah.... I was bored.

Brunch:
I went to the Foodie buying place with Nick, and I got a cheese Zombie ^_^ yaya cheese! I love the cheese! :D :D :D :D :D :D

US History:
I did my Section Review while the teacher was reading about something, I dunno what... it'll probably be on the final and I won't care.... blah ..... The teacher always forgets to give me my grade... its like I'm invisible or something. Then for about the last 20 minutes of class I poked Kevin with my pen.

French:
We read "Le Petit Prince" the chapter we read was about how the flower was like I have thorns to protect me from a lion! Yep lol, then we had to discuss what it actually meant, and then we took a test and I found out I'm a sheep o.0.

Lunch:
I met gup with Nick and then we RAN to Mr. Sowlrens class to be one of the first in line for soup, wel I got soup, nick got a Philly Cheese Steak, we then both agreed that they should put Jalepenos in Philly cheese steaks! Then when Mario came into scotts class we had a red hands competition! I was the champion w00t w00t!

Calculus:
WE reviewed the homework, and I feel asleep! What really sucks is we had a test after that and I'd fallen asleep during the problem he explained like 5 minutes before and that was what the test was! >.< I stay late with my friend Oyun who was finishing up the test, then said " Philly Cheese Steak" to Nick.

Chemistry:
We did this weird worksheet on stars, and then we did crosswords! w00t w00t!

Yay it was friday! I went on TSO, and I maxed my body w00t w00t! I skilled at Taras house again... it wasn't the same as it was ... blah =/ I'll get used to it again, I'm sure. Then I pizzaed with Tara, her other sim, and my sim neice. We talked about hot guys ^_^.... Then I just hung out at my house and I actually had visitors O_O was so cool :D :D :D :D .... sure they were making out but that was okies.... Then Calvin came on... yeah he's an asshole most of the time but sometimes he can be so sweet *dreamy sigh* Calvin had to leave hella early though. Then I talked to Bill and yeah he was bill ^_^ .... and I still had guests :D yay! Then my sim dad came on ^_^ and we talked about stuffs :D ... and then I went back to Moms Cooking ... and there were a bunch of stupid people there.... -_-.... and my sim dads sim niece was hitting on him >.

New year, new layout!
Some for the nonpostage, I've been busy.... doing nothing! Anyways here goes....

English:
I swear today english felt like years today. we were talking about the +'s and -'s of conformity. Then we started talking about what conformity really is, and she started talking about conformist people, and "nonconformists" when she brought up goths as "nonconformists" I said: " Technically these so called 'nonconformists' are just conforming to what society says a nonconformist should be like. So Technically they're conformists as well." The teacher said it was an excellent point but that it was a different story. I believe that theres no way to be a nonconformists because there is no way to be totally unique, and even if you were if people started following you you'd end up being part of a new group and just alos become a conformist. We were discussing this because of the essay we were about to read by this famous transcedentalist, Ralph Waldo Emerson, we only read an except of the essay called "Self-Reliance." To me, it sounded like something written by the fashion club on Daria. After class I asked the teacher when we would get our Media literacy tests back and she said that she hadn't finised grading them yet but she would be done ASAP.

JROTC:
In JROTC we kinda just sat around. We were give 3 packets to do on First Aid. I think that its stupid that I had to do it, because the First sergeant didn't have to do it, the Class leader didn't have to do it, and I'm the platoon sergeant so I shouldn't have to do it. So stupid. I finished 2 out of the 3 packets... well mostly finished I missed on question on the 2nd one which was something like: "You're on a hike and you slip and cut your arm on a jagged rock, your arm is bleeding severely, all you have in your bag is, a sports drink, trail mix, a camera and film." I put take a picture of yourself drinking the sports drink, and hope that when peopel discover your dead corpse that they develop the film, send it to the company and they make a commercial out of it making your family rich. Hmmm maybe not rich but whatever.

US History:
We outlined the chapter... ugh

French:
FUCKING TEACHER DIDN'T EVEN CHECK WHAT SHE HAD US WRITE 10 FUCKING TIMES! After that she made us do moe exercises on the passe simple.

Calculus:
We learned new stuff, but I didn't understand the old stuff, so Mr. Sankey helped me realize that I was trying to do it the complicated way when we didn't have a complicated way to do it yet. So yeah thats why I was screwing up, it was easy after I did htat. Even finished the new homework.

Chemisty:
We had a sub, so me and Oyun did our Calc homework.

When I got home:
I got on TSO for about an hour, then went out for sandwiches with my sis, we talked about her new boyfriend and how she doesn't really want to go out with him. Then we came home and I got back on TSO, I'm .09 points away from max body! yay! :D Then I can go back to skillin' at Taras :D . I've really bonded with my sim dad... he's more like a big brotherish sort of feelin' though... its kinda nice :)) ....willie is always depressed... its depressing... I miss Calvin, he never wants tot talk to me anymore, I feel like such a dumbass around Gary.... because I never knwo what to talk about so I start talking about some random crap -_-.... *sigh*

I finally downloaded " One, Two Step" .... Hella late lol
Anyways
Talk to you guys later :)
*hugs*
Much lovens!~
~Teri

Winter Break is almost over. I really don't want to go back to schoo.... I think I've forgot Calculus already o.0 .... Today I did what I thought was impossible.... I slept in. But I guess it wasn't that impressive seeing as I went to bed at 2:30 am ..... When I woke up I called Jilly, and she hung up on me or got cut off or something..... I didn't want to call back and find out. She said she was sick, but I think she was sad. Sad about something that happened on x-mas. I really hope she's okay. Then..... I went on the internet! Who didn't see that coming? lol I downloaded the new version of shockwave, and talked to Melissa while I was doing it. Melissa was like blah nd I was like blah and we weer both blahing together! Then Shockwave was like restart your computer and I was like okies ^_^... so yeah I did... then I went back onto Shockwave and it was like you don't have a shockwave player... and I was like I just updated mine you dumb shits! Blah then I played some games on orisinal just to get back at shockwave! GRRRR!!!! SHOCKWAVE YOU ARE SO EVIL! Anyways, then I went on TSO, and yeah skilled forever!!!! Then I...... Pizzaed forever! Then I went back to my house with my sim dad and we talked about stuff, food mainly.... Yes, very good talk :D... I'm making a Heaven and Hell Suite at my Romance lot :D ..... so yeah that'll be coolies :D .... Yeah :D.... I like :D -ing ..... hehehehehehe with the :Dness .... So yeah then I talked to Nick and Nick was like I'm Nick! Yeah Nicks like that :)

Then I started talking to Robbie and here I am

Well talk to you later
*hugs* Much Lovin's
~Teri